You are always who you are until you are something else. Right now you may be trying to figure out who or what this ‘something else’ is. Planets and the energy is creating an expedited evolution phase.
If you don’t feel like you (I know that sounds silly) you may be trying to find your true self or authentic self. Authentic you is always you until you are a ‘new’ you and right now you are becoming a ‘new you’ so you may feel you are lost. Feels like a mind game and an emotional roller coaster, often starting with a self-judgmental question of what should I be doing?
September was a push forward month with the speed of change that left you standing at a finish line asking ‘what just happened.’ The month disappearing into the past at the snap of a universal finger.
October will have us seeped in Chiron’s energy of emotional expansion as you are introduced to new aspects of yourself, that include the discovery of tolerance levels, boundaries and finally your ability to say NO to those things that don’t seem to matter so much. Venus is retrograde beginning October almost through the entire month, and other planetary aspects are hammering our emotion body with anything that has to do with relationships. This is not just romantic relationships, but all relationships. Hang in there, the shift takes us to a deeper understanding of purpose, potential and use of our gifts we’ve discovered along the way.